Friday, September 11, 2009

Shabbat on our knees... Teshuvah!

Tonight begins Shabbat and we will be on our knees. Today is the eighth anniversary of the 9/11.

We are not having a special meeting tonight but a time of prayer. Husband and I are grieved to see America has slipped back into complacency, back away from The Almighty. This is the season of Teshuvah, of returning back to the laws of The Father in preparation of the Fall Feasts and the Messiah's return.

How very fitting that tonight's Parashah is Ki Tavo, "when you enter." In this Parashah, the children of Israel are getting ready to enter the land and Moses is exhorting them to keep the law, the Torah. It is in this reading where the Moses gives them the charge for the "Blessings and Curses." Blessings if you follow the commandments, the Torah, and Curses if you don't. This is reflected in 2 Ch 7:14
Quote:
If my people, which are called by my name, shall humble themselves, and pray, and seek my face, and turn from their wicked ways; then will I hear from heaven, and will forgive their sin, and will heal their land.


Ki Tavo is read during the season of Teshuva, or returning, the time when we are to perform cheshbon ha-nefesh and teshuvah, (soul searching and return [to the laws of the Almighty]) in the days leading to Yom Kippur. In other words, "Repent before you die." This is interesting because Husband and I feel today, the eighth anniversay of 9/11, America needs Chesbon ha-nefesh and Teshuvah!

Parashah: Deut. 26:1 - 29:9
Haftarah: Isaiah 60:1-22
Brit Chadashah: Acts 7:30-36, Eph. 1:3-6 , Rev. 21:10-27

Monday, September 7, 2009

A Labor Day Mikvah

We are now almost three years into our "Messianic" (for lack of a better term) journey. Husband has been getting increasingly anxious to learn about an immersion.

From what we've been able to learn, a Mikvah is a cleansing before entering the temple. Actually, it is the recepticable for holding the immersion water for cleansing before entering the temple.

We have no temple but it is commanded in Leviticus and Numbers.

~Also the Messiah himself was immersed.~

I was recently asked if I felt we needed to perform a Mikvah in place of our childhood Baptist Baptism. Here was my answer:


Yes, actually. We've been studying a lot and, as you have probably already figured out ,(we're just very slow and leaving all we've ever known is, at times, difficult) we have discovered that there are concepts added to scripture that were not there originally.
One concept seems to be the idea of the Trinity.

Even though we have been Messianic for almost three years now, we were challenged over the summer to study if the concept of Trinity is actually scriptural. Here is what we found:

The statements "Father, Son, and Holy Ghost" are not in the oldest Greek manuscripts or ANY of the Hebrew NT manuscripts. The updated Strong's has changed their definition of "
Echad" found in Deuteronomy 6:4, to actually mean "One" instead of "Unity." A Trinitarian concept does not agree with Torah.

I never realized that in being Baptist, I was very Catholic...

We wanted to be immersed into the Father's Biblical name,
YHVH, and into His Son's, the Messiah Yeshua's (or Yashua, Yahosua) Name and character.
And in following the
Sh'ma, Deuteronomy 6:4-11, we wanted to symbolically state we believe YHVH is truly ONE, not a unified god-head.
We prayed for the Father to immerse us in His Son's character (name, reputation)
I don't
think this is a salvation issue but Husband is thinking it is. We are studying John 3 right now.

Here is something on which I would like your opinion:

How do you interrupt this verse and the whole context surrounding it?

Quote:
John 3:5 Jesus answered, Verily, verily, I say unto thee, Except a man be born of water and of the Spirit, he cannot enter into the kingdom of God.


As I see it, the Messiah is using parallelism to answer
Nichodemus' question; born of water being of flesh, born of spirit being spirit...

In other words, you certainly can't enter into the Kingdom if you're not first born into this world.

But, then how does that explain the evil one's access to the Throne in the book of Job? He wasn't "born of water."

But, if the "born of water" phrase means baptism, then how can I explain the robber on the cross?

Quote:
And Yeshua said to him,
“Truly, I say to you today, you shall be with Me in Paradise.”
Luke 23:43


Do you have any thoughts on this?If you see any error in my logic, please point it out to me so I can study further!
~
Spurred on by John 3, We decided to follow HIM.

We went to the river today and after a simple prayer, immersed ourselves in HIS name and in HIS character.

It was a wonderful experience for our entire family.

k'tiva v'chatima tova!
~wow~

Saturday, September 5, 2009

How do these relate?

At first glance, this week's portion seems a rather dry, jumbled together list of laws that have little in common with each other: the rules for taking a captive to wife, a rebellious son, finding a mother bird and chicks... In fact, of all 613 laws of the Torah, I think 74 are found in is portion!

The portion is called Ki Teitzei and means "When you go out"
Deuteronomy 21:10-25:19
Isaiah 54:1-10
Matthew 5:27-30
1 Corinthians 5:1-5

In reading the Deuteronomy section, I wondered how could these laws be related? After reading again.... slower... A pattern did begin to emerge. I saw that this portion seemed to relate to family, specifically, Jacob's family.

I'll only write about the first and last parts of the Deuteronomy portion.

The Beautiful Captive is found in Deuteronomy 21:11 and, as I understand it, Strong's might have it wrong here.
The word Stong's uses is ידדות Yediduth (H3033) "beloved," but when I attempt to read this portion in a Hebrew Torah, the word is actually יפת תאר Y'fat To'ar, and is the exact word used to describe Rachel back in Genesis 29:17. It means "of beautiful form." I do not understand why Strong's would use such a different word as the original Torah but using "beloved" does make me remember Rachel. According to a few different websites, Rachel is the only woman in the Torah described as Y'fat To'ar, although I haven't checked this out.

******Edited! I have found our hard copy of Strong's uses the correct translated Hebrew word, Y'fat To'ar. It is our electronic version of Strong's and our hard copy of Green's Interliner Bible that uses the incorrect word, Yediduth To'ar, very likely a "fat-finger" mistake since the correct word is H3303 and the mistake is H3033. This just shows me to be even more diligent in Bible study*******

Rachel was from a somewhat pagan family and she stole her father's idols as she was fleeing with Jacob, presumbly to secretely continue the pagan practices, or at least to hold on to that part of her past. The Portion says for the Captive, the Y'fat To'ar, to promise to follow the Torah. Perhaps it was because Jacob didn't have her sware to follow the right rulings of the Almighty that Rachel struggled during the birth of her second child, named him "Ben-oni" or "Son of My Sorrow" and died.

A few verses later in the portion are the laws regarding the Hated Wife, the Rebellous Son, and the rejection of the firstborn. This also seems to point back to Jacob and how he did what the Torah prohibits: He took the first-born rights away from Reuben, his firstborn son of the"hated" wife, Leah, and gave them to Joseph the first-born son of the beloved wife, Rachel. Reuben WAS a rebellious son. Remember what he did with Jacob's concubine?

I have wondered why the Biblical Patriarchs often didn't follow the ideals of the Torah. I realize Moses hadn't yet been given the Torah when many of these stories took place but the Torah's ethics were in place since Creation.

Here is a quote from a Jewish website that shows this dilemma:
This brings up an issue which is quite beyond the scope of this shiur (but will be addressed in the shiurim on B'resheetGenesis later this year) - namely, how we regard those actions of the Patriarchs and Matriarchs which seem to contradict Toraic norms or ethics. We may note, however, that S'forno does address this problem in our Parashah and notes that if a firstborn son is not worthy of that inheritance (which includes a double portion and a position of power in the estate), it may be withdrawn from him and granted to another brother. This is why, as S'forno points out, the verse in Divrei HaYamim notes that Re'uven's sin (Reuben) with Ya'akov's (Jacob) concubine, Bilhah, was the cause of his losing the B'khorah, (right of the firstborn).
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The portion ends with a command to keep just weights and measures; to be fair in business dealings and reminds Israel to remember how they were treated by Amalek. Once Israel had rest, the commandment to blot out the rememberance of Amalek and not forget to do so is to be followed!

Even though Israel has yet to enter into rest from her enemies, I learned this week that in a small way, observant Jews are already following this command. When a Sofer, a scribe, is testing a Sofer quill for writing Torah pages, he will write out the name "Amalek" and then cross through the name and then blot it out.

But how does this Amalek section relate to the Torah Portion? Here again, is a quote from a Jewish website:

Much of our Parashah is devoted to inclusion and exclusion - who may marry into the Jewish people and who is excluded. One of the properties of exclusion is that it defines inclusion; i.e. by clarifying who may not enter, we begin to understand the unique qualities of those who may enter.

As we read in the genealogy of Esav (Esau), Amalek is a direct descendant of Ya'akov's brother. (B'resheet 36:12). Much as we maintain a powerful connection with family - even when they err (e.g. Onan), our lines are drawn around us and we can also define who is "not family". Although Amalek might be considered a "cousin", the Divine selection which firmly placed Ya'akov on the inside track - also pushed Esav out. His seed, though they may be genealogically related to us, are not our family.

This exclusion, as mentioned above, helps define the inclusion which is the undercurrent of the Parashah. Even if the sons and grandsons of Ya'akov sinned - even if we need to question grandfather Ya'akov's behavior - we are all still family with each other and we bear the responsibility that comes with that relationship.

The strong and uncompromising exclusion of Amalek helps to define the notion of Jewish inclusion for those who are truly of the family of B'nei Yisra'el (Sons of Israel) and Beit Ya'akov (house of Jacob).

This message runs underneath the explicit laws of family which form the basis of our Parashah and help us further understand our responsibilities towards each other - expanding on the second theme of Parashah R'eh

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So how do the commandments to not take a mother bird or to put railing around your roof fit in? These commandments do show kindness, and tradition says that these are the least of the commandments. Was this what the Messiah was talking about in Matthew 5:19?
Whosoever therefore shall break one of these least commandments, and shall teach men so, he shall be called the least in the kingdom of heaven: but whosoever shall do and teach them, the same shall be called great in the kingdom of heaven.
I think perhaps the Messiah was referring this portion of Ki Teiztei and he was saying ALL of the Torah is important and to be kept, even the "least of the commandments."

Much, much more study is needed on my part...

k'tiva v'chatima tova!

~wow~


Friday, September 4, 2009

Shabbat menu

We've had a few sick ones this week so this Shabbat will be our favorite type: Cozy at home, just our family in our PJ's all weekend!!!!

The tentative menu:
Shabbat Dinner
Challah
GF Challah
Red Truck Pinot Noir
onion mushroom & garlic soup
Shawarma
garden salad
raw vegetables
tziki

Shabbat Breakfast
fruit
GF cold cereal
vanilla rice milk

Shabbat Lunch
wraps w/ the dinner leftovers
soup

Shabbat treats
popcicles
dark chocolate squares
new books

supper
vegetable soup
GF cornbread

Wednesday, September 2, 2009

Prayer for restored health

I am ready for good health and wellness for our family.
It seems at least one person has been achey and sniffley since July.

I have been doiling out Vitamin C and Echinacha, onion soup and grapefruit seed extract, fortified orange juice and zinc, Sambucol and colloidal silver, Mullein and a whole host of teas and herbals.

I have been sending the children outside to soak up some sun, making them go on walks for the fresh air and exercise, and making sure we are all well-hydrated. I have been getting them to bed for plenty of rest. I have been cooking good, healthy meals.... Yet, we are still somewhat puny.

I keep telling myself:

"And let us not be weary in well doing:
for in due season we shall reap, if we faint not."
Galatians 6:9

To paraphrase Moses, "Heal us now, Oh Father!"

I'm not sure what else I need to be doing to build up immunities and I'm afraid if I stop, this flu will hit us all with full force! Right now, Husband feels very poorly and my oldest daughter seems to be dragging.

I am praying for healing:

Heal us, oh Lord, and we shall be healed; save us, and we shall be saved,
for the one we praise is You.
Bring complete healing for all our sicknesses,
for, oh God, you are our faithful compassionate Healer and King.
Blessed are you, Lord, the healer of the sick of Israel.
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And this is the confidence that we have in him,
that, if we ask any thing according to his will,
he heareth us:
And if we know that he hear us, whatsoever we ask,
we know that we have the petitions
that we desired of him.
1 John 5:14-15
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K'tiva V'Chatima Tova!
~wow~